I'm crying and i don't know why,
i'm lonely and i'm full of sorrow,
i'm complicated and i'm fucked in the head,
i'm losing it, and i'm turning around,
this knife in my heart hearts too much,
i can't seem to take it out...
i'm freaking out
i'm losing out
i'm opting out
i wanna leave. i wanna run away

i lived my life knowing reasons why things happen,
and for the first time in my life i cannot explain everything.

i hate the fact that i'm not good enough,
i hate the fact that everyone looks down on me,
i hate the fact that i can't have as much friends as you,
i hate the fact that i keep crying inside
i hate the fact that no one can help me
i hate the fact that i can't love
i hate the fact that i hate hate
i hate the fact thatlove is just a game
i hate the fact that words are merely words with no substance
i hate the fact that i'm in love with you and you wont love me too
i hate the fact that i can't have you
i hate the fact that i want you so bad
i hate the fact that i think you're beautiful and you make my heart melt
i hate the fact that when i stare into your eyes it could make me cry
i hate the fact that when you speak you reach into my soul and closed my most secretive pandoras box
i hate the fact that people wont look at me
i hate the fact that people wont wanna get to know me
i hate the fact that i'm ego-istic
i hate the fact that i'm not loved
i hate the fact that i have to go home to my empty room
i hate the fact that i keep suffering
i hate the fact that i make the wrong choices
I hate the fact that people think i'm a kid
i hate the fact that women manipulate me
i hate the fact that people don't take me seriously
i hate the fact that life is just what it gives
i hate the fact that i'm living in a lie
i hate the fact that i have to pretend i'm happy, when i'm all broken inside
i hate the fact that i hate you
i hate the fact that i loved you
i hate the fact that i had a crush on you
i hate the fact that i no longer know you
i hate the fact that i can't control my life
i hate the fact that i'm too paranoid
i hate the fact that i'm always feeling lonely
i hate the fact that i can't sleep at night
i hate the fact that there's no one who would help me
i hate the fact that my sunshine is gone
i hate the fact that i'm turning in to MR HYDE
i hate the fact that i am no longer me
i hate the fact that i have to grow up
i hate the fact that i have to carry too many burdens
i hate the fact that i can't have fun
i hate the fact that i can't fit in
i hate the fact that i'm not excepted
i hate the fact that i'm boring
i hate the fact that i do and say the wrong things at the wrong times
i hate the fact that you're the only one i have and you betrayed me
i hate the fact that life has never been fair
i hate the fact that the clock ticks and i grow a day older knowing i've accomplished nothing
i hate the fact that i even bothered to write this!
i hate the fact that i am me
i hate the fact that everyone depends on me
i hate the fact that i'm so selfish
i hate the fact that i'm so egoistic
i hate the fact that i am me
i hate the fact that i am me
i hate the fact that i am me

i hate everything. everyone is against me. i want what i can't get. i need what i had craved.
i'm lonely and no one cures me. i seek help when needed but nobody helps me.

what ever happened to me?
what ever happened to the sweet lovable gentlemen that i was?
why am i this spiteful hatefull egoistic person?

you don't care anyway...

so why am i tellin you?

"say if you wanna love me say, oh don't be shy, lets cause a scene, lets lovers do on silver screens... lets make it yeah we'll cause a scene...
it's indie rock and roll for me...."

what ever happened to me?
what ever happened to the sweet lovable gentlemen that i was?
why am i this spiteful hatefull egoistic person?

you don't care anyway...

so why am i tellin you?

"say if you wanna love me say, oh don't be shy, lets cause a scene, lets lovers do on silver screens... lets make it yeah we'll cause a scene...
it's indie rock and roll for me...."